What Is Depression? :: Psychology Emotions Papers

What Is Depression? I feel like I cant do it anymore. Theres on the dot also much pressure. I just want people to leave me alone let me sleep for a while. I hate school. I hate sports. I hate everyone. Its not worth it...lifes not worth it. A couple pills and it could all end... This is how I used to feel. Since 9 th grade Ive had depression. As with so many other kids it went unnoticed. I did everything to cover up how I was feeling inside. I thought, Maybe if I just forget about it, it will go away. I was wrong. I blew up. I cried and thought of killing myself on the spot. I couldnt take it anymore. There was so much anger, stress, and sadness, and I didnt know how to deal with it. I broke down crying in my coachs office one day because I got kicked off the baseball team and he had no idea what was departure on. This was the straw that broke the camels back. At first, all I could do was cry. After about 10 minutes of tears, I finally told my coach how I was feeling. I told him that every day I had to think of a reason to live. I told him I didnt want to deal with it anymore. He was the first person I share my thoughts with. I still remember how he responded. The first thing out of his mouth was, I had no idea. I thought you lived the greatest life of anyone in this school. Then he just listened while I told my real life story the life that I covered up. When I was finished we both just sat there. After a long silence he finally said, You need to get some help... Depression is a long-term or short feeling of sadness and usually has physical symptoms associated with it. This is the clinical definition given by the National Institute of Mental Health in their article, Depression. Everyone feels sad at some point and it can last for a while.